My opinion...

Hey guys, how have you all been?

I always never fail to mirror myself and ask myself why am I living and what is the reason I'm here, my purpose of living and my true identity. Who can I possibly be?

Movies never fail to help me reflect. Am I actually like those main lead in those movies? What will I do if I was in an action movie? Will I just don't take the risk and suffer all the consequences? Or will I just head on for the risk and neglect every single thing that will happen and just have to retrieve what I wanted, or the worst was to save my loved ones. Am I the one who will risk it all to save my loved ones?

Well, after all these thinking, I will totally admit that I will do whatever it takes to reach to my goal. Have anything stopped me before? Yes. There will be downs in the road of success. It's determination and perseverance. I will encounter all danger and have to face them, even if it takes me my life. And what will be my reward? My goals, my wants and my treasure.

Changing for the better, be a guy that will always be a hero. But, it is difficult. Now, I know my path. Small gestures, one after another, until I make it into a dangerous maneuver. Where am I getting to? I'm now talking about my next mission, O levels.

Everything has to have tests. To test my abilities and how well I can really make use of them. Intelligence will deter the winner. Am I going to go over success and failure after each test? If I succeed, I move on, and if I fail, I will have to slow my pace down a little to cope with my mistakes, learn by hard not to repeat it and then move on.

You have to live your life to the fullest. Never step back to the past knowing that you are just gonna breakdown and cry. Look into your next maneuver, thinking carefully and what consequences you have to bear with after you made your move. And never ever stay put and just let things past by you, not seizing any opportunities that comes to your way. I learn a valuable lesson, and I hereby wanna share with you guys about this.

Okay, will see you guys anytime the next day, so I'll see you guys soon =)
Sharayl of the Nightfall

I will make my move soon. Here I come. I love you and I will wait for you no matter what it takes. If that is what I have to do to get to you.

School's Opening Ceremony! 22/04/10

Hey all, it's been long since I updated. Yeah it was over but I feel that it is a need for me to blog about School's Official Opening Ceremony held on the 22/4/10 in Manjusri Secondary School.

Still have somemore photos but am in the urge of getting them. Urgh. Lol. Well morning went to Aljunied Macdonalds for my Big Breakfast Meal with Nigel and Wei Jia at 10plus am and had wonderful time together. Went to cut my hair before heading to Wei Jia's house to touch up and shower and then head to school for soundcheck. It was rather okay when we reached Wei Jia's house.

Okay, the funny part is here. Nigel VOLUNTARILY agreed to spike Wei Jia's hair and mine, but to his disappointment and to no avail, he didn't manage to change our looks. Instead, we did it ourselves and asked Wei Ming for comment and he said that we did ourselves nicer than what our dear Nigel Ngiam TiTi did. Laugh out loud right? =P

Went to school, fix my saxophone and did warm-up and tuning before heading to the hall. Then had a break to change and all sorts of things then went for the wet-weather program of the SOOC. Luckily we only have to perform one salutation and afterwards went to the hall. Speeches going on one after another by principal, venerable and the Minister. I really really respect what the Minister had said. I really hope the principal will really do reflect on what the Minister had said.

Then, it's showtime! Everything came to an end just in a glimpse without me knowing that it is over! Went back to band room and had graduating members to say a few words before going off. Well, one thing is for sure, I will definitely come back and help the leaders in their obligation. Went to the hall to look for Clara for photo as she was going off so I rushed there. That's the only photo that night that I wore my Band Uniform. Sad part is, I changed and then went to hall, and suddenly many people taking photos so I joined in the session. Well, some are with others and they still owe me the photos =D

Went dinner with Darren, Chris, Shahrul, Hasbi, ZhiZhong, YinKai, Yanda and JiaHui near Ubi and left for home. Didn't go to school the next day as it was half day so I woke up until 9am. Awesome aye? =P

Well that's about all. Last day of performing in Manjusri Secondary School as a saxophonist in the band and my final year of being the Drum Major for freaking 3 years! Okay nothing much else. See ya guys later.

I can't decide which path to go. 2 roads that will lead me to love. Two person I care about most but I don't know whom I should be taking care of. One road has maybe some holes which maybe one of them will be bottomless, letting me to never come back up to continue the road, whereas the other road has a tall wall made of brick which is impossible to go through or over, but the result of me getting through it will be such a dear and I will definitely treasure it. In fact, if I get to reach either, I will treasure them like I never did before, more than before actually. Sigh, why does it have to have choices like this? =(

Sharayl of the Nightfall
Drummer and Saxophonist = MUSIC = LOVE AND PASSION AND MY SOUL!!

So many things..

Hey all, now I have some time management going on in my life.

First of all, the whole week of this and the previous, have been nothing but rehearsals. Sucks right? I know. Damn school opening. Last year was the best anniversary I had in my entire Manjusri Secondary School life. Having to conduct the band as a Drum Major, it was a proud moment. Sigh, if only this year was the same, I would be honoured to do the same job again.

Well, father bought me dumb bells to train, well, my arms are worn out doing some workouts thanks to those. Haha. Now I have another thing to do beside drumming, WoWing and studying. Just that my studying time is limited. Having too much hours will be too tense too aye?

Mid year is coming. I have to buck up and score even better results than I had. It was my first time I passed more than I failed. I was satisfied, but hungry to have more. My answers have to have more depths, evidences that I studied and gonna apply everything I had study to the exams. It's not scary unless you make yourself scared.

Well, posted almost everything.

I hope I have the chance to be with you =)
Praying don't work, I have to make the steps.
Sharayl of the Nightfall! Ruwena? =)

Jokes Jokes...

Omfg, funniest day in school so far!

Flipping of a broken stick's tip was so much fun!

How could everyone have a D*** when I don't? Such funny things! Everyone has one when I flipped the tip and it agrees and when I ask whether I have, it says NO! LOLS.

So funny. Anyways, Chemistry practical, I'm stuck at 10.5/15! Omg. How to go higher? Grr. English remedial had a whole lot of laughter. It's just so funny! Hard to elaborate in words because you guys might not get the joke? Haha.

Well, our class ultimate joker is Darren Ho Wen Hao. Always can find something that make us laugh so hard.

LOL. One of them is,

ME: Eh Darren, what will you say to your ex if they say they love you again?
DARREN: GO SUICIDE LAH!

LOLS!! Super duper asshole can? LOLS.

And Kenny is keeping my broken fragment of my drumstick and will serve him as his lucky charm. How cute? At least when he misses me, he can think of me through that fragment. LOLS. And he kept going around saying he is the best drummer. Jokes!

Okay nothing much else happens. Just some complications happening in me and I cant give myself answers.

Remember, a promise is a promise. You have to fulfill it not just by words, but by action. One more thing, if you have the passion to do something you really want to, make sure nothing obstructs you during your journey towards that thing you want to achieve. SAJC, here I come!

Sharayl of the Nightfall,
P.S. Ruwena has always been a nice girl name for my character =)

How do SOMEONE's sibling show their love?

Hey readers, today was super fun! XD

Recess big chaos. Didn't intend to pick the fight but might as well I have to, because the way he walks pisses me off. Damn assholes think bullying is fun. Try bully me instead of a Sec 1 kid, punkass! You didn't even apologise and tried to tell me you did? You think I will F-ing believe you? Oh please. I dare to say your name here and your name is Zhi Yang -> epic failure of a ''BULLY'' who, in front of me, don't even dare to walk like a stuck up dick after given a stare. Dumb-witted human being. Or are you not? You should be disgrace of yourself.

Anyways, after school went to Popular bookstore at Parkway Parade and bought some materials for me to do my schoolwork. After which, went to Banquet to have our western meal, was full but feel like eating Lamb anyways =), and laughed my ass off when we talk about.. Guess what?

Darren: Did your sister kissed you before?
Kenny: No, Sharil. What about you?
Me: Huh? Of course not.
Darren: Really meh? My sister got leh.
Kenny and I: WTF? LOLS!!
Darren: I have the photo leh!

A few minutes later

Kenny: Eh Darren is it mouth to mouth or mouth to cheek?
Darren: Mouth to Ass!
Kenny and I laughed!!
Me: Eh share the photo lah!! LOLS!!!!
Darren: What?!?! -laugh along with us-
Kenny: LOL WTF GG LAH!!

The conversation continues even after we left. While walking to Kenny's house he told us it was on the cheek. Damn me for not asking him, ''Cheeks? Huh? You mean Butt Cheeks? LOLS!!'' Damn.

And also, another joke of Darren's.

Darren: Do you know prawn's have horns?
Kenny: Huh? Prawn where got horns one?!
Me: Ya lor. Where got de? Do you even know what a horn is?
Darren: Really lah. Go google check lor!
Kenny: Eh sharil, he say that horns got prawns.
Me: Huh? WTF? HORNS GOT PRAWNS????
All three of us laughed!! It was funny shit! LOLS!!

Ah well thanks for reading guys. Hope it is funny too to you guys =) lol.
See ya all next time =D
Sharayl of the Nightfall !^^!
p.s. MEGAN FOX IS SMOKING HOT!!!!

April's fool? Maybe not..

Hey guys what's up?

1st of April, I will remember this for life because i learned a valuable lesson. It's not even funny! Damn the guilt for stopping me from studying. Damn it. Damn everything. But I promise her I won't do it again because i simply just cannot forgive myself and still am feeling guilty about it. Sorry, but I do love you and didn't mean it that way. Thought you would go along with me but no!

Okay. Short post. =) Simple lesson learn. Today school had nothing much though some mishap happens and yeah. Was supposed to do so many tricks but end up well I have to do it on my own. Alright see you guys next time!

Sharayl of the Nightfall !^^!
P.S. Guilt is such a hard thing to get rid of.