A strong crush on you

Hey readers, and yes, the title says it all.

How I wish I have the guts to say everything I want right face to face with you. But oh well, I am very confuse. I want to make a good impression for you. And not only that, I want to be there for you. But what can I do? I'm just a nobody. Sometimes I think twice, what to say or talk about whenever I want to text you. All I can say is I wish I could be yours, but I don't have the courage to make the first move. I didn't know whether you have one or not.

But I can tell that you already have one. I just feel sad and upset whenever I don't get the replies I wanted. Maybe I'm just expecting too much, especially from someone like you. Maybe I will just don't bother you for one day, and text you the next day. Maybe this is the best solution in order not to get bored of me or something. However, I feel grateful when you try to reply. I really thank you =)

Ah everything just feel good whenever you let out something. Today school is nothing much happened. Got borderlines for most of my test, what am I doing? All I do is to just say going JC but what have I done in order to go there? Did I study well?

Maybe it is time I forget about most things happening in life and just focus on my studies. Come on Sharil, I know you can do it. I have full confidence that you can do it.

I had a vision, that my name will be on the screen during the result. I really saw it, together with the vision that I will be a musician in life. I really believe I can do this! Together with my heart and soul, I strongly pledge my life towards my goals of becoming what I want to be. Pull up your socks, Sharil. You really need big big support to study. And have to be told not just twice, thrice nor four times but you need to be told repeatedly to be studying!

That's all folks. Thanks for stumbling upon my blog once again. Sorry for not updating, lots of things happening recently. I really thought I made a good impression to everyone, but my image just doesn't bring the right me towards all of you. I'm sorry people. I'm gonna try to change myself, toning down, keeping quiet and everything I can do to please the environment and the people around me. I'm gonna do my best.

Peace, Sharayl of the Nightfall
Drummer for life !^^!
P.S. Should I?